Tired But Thankful
If you have explored this blog and read the about section
Or if you have followed this blog since the beginnin'
You know what I went through and where I have been.
My journey has never been easy.
This life has been cruel to me.
It's not what you can see.
I hid all the sorrow and pain.
I was in vain.
I lost the motivation.
Every day was so gloomy.
The people around me said I'm always angry.
They did not know that was a strategy to hide what I truly felt within me.
Today, I get tired often.
It does not matter because I am prepared for whatever may happen.
I am also happy with my (new) office companion.
The new people I am working for and with make me motivated every day.
I am very grateful to all the people who were/are there to help me.
Thank you so much for your support and for holding on no matter how rough this journey will be.
I will not give up again.
I will strive to thrive despite the pain.
Dear God, please help me hold on.
Grateful words are not sufficient for the things I'm earning today.
That is why I don't stop working no matter how tired I am in this journey.
The promise I said will never be forgotten, and I'll do my best to make it a reality.
This poem will end soon.
Yet I do not understand where this is goin'
All I want to say is I am very thankful to God and everyone especially those who accepted me no matter who I was back then.
I don't want to end this here, but I need to say bye-bye.
The rhyming made this hard for me.
I wonder if this is necessary.
"To be continued..." is supposed to be the endin'.
I keep on removing the "g" to continue the rhymin'.
You may think I'm not serious, but this is how I cope up with stress/stressors to avoid another depression.
Thank you once again for all the good things that keep on coming to me.
Although bad things still happen, I learned to think positively.
Yours truly,
Alianne
